syf is such a bittersweet thing. at first, i was nervous as hell. but as vincent said dont be scared, just play. and i wasnt scared. we were all pretty confident. although im not sure where that confidence came from.
of course there were cock ups here and there, and although i felt pretty good after the performance, i began to feel nervous again the more we began to talk abt the mistakes.
about other bands, about the standards.
and results. OHOHOHOHH. results. the tension was crazy. i think i almost broke ruiqi's hand. but.
the happiness. just, this lift. the elation. and suddenly, relief. pride. everything. all the hard work we put in. gold with honours. the feeling is really. beyond words i guess. we screamed and cried. jumped, screamed, cheered and cried. for goodness sake, no sweat? NO SWEAT MY ASS. we really worked for this.
after all the stress and tension. its alll over now. seems so surreal. really mixed emotions. aha.
thats what its all about isnt it? emotions.
gold with honours is looking so sexy right now. hee.
mmm wadyou say?
that you only meant well
of course you did of course it is -imogen (:
